not into IT

I was like so desperate to have someone before but now that i have more than one. i just realized that i dont like no one. haha!! i mean.. i like being single. thats hard to believe but really.. i love it.. and im used to it na. i mean im so busy i cant fit guys in my schedule na, they'l cost problems pa.. hassle diba? it will come.. i wont hurry it up.. chillax lang mhen.. siNgle is coOL..

THE

what if the time comes, i need to make THE decision?

oh no...

i cant...

im so0o0o torned!!

2 x *o5* = ?

TWO IS BETTER THAN ONE BUT, ONE IS BETTER THAN NONE. =) by mariz & meg


ini minee mini mo.. la.. la.. la..


sekret0ng malufet!! ;p

maybe.. NOT

there are more fish in the sea.. whatever that means.. yeahhh!

* gimme' five!!! *

ohhh.. its 1:o0 am and its officially April.o1.o5, friday.. ohh i gotta love this day.. mmmmm.. anyways.. =) i checked my friends' account in friendster.. mmmm.. most of them arent' single anymore!! those beasts! hahaha!! =) their status is "in a relationship" hmmm.. when am i going to have that?! *grr* if i were to have HIM.. i wouldnt ask for anything more.. because its everything i ever wanted.. loving someone and being loved in return is soo0o0o priceless.. i hope we'll know about each other more.. there are just some things bothering me.. because... he's someone and i'm no one.. he's a chiq magnet.. so what are the possibilities that he might like me? i think.. NONE.. i must say that i really like him.. my heart started beating again.. i can hear it callin' out.. *ggrrr* im so "baduy".. i made this quote last night.. * ur someone, im no one help me reach you 'coz i lyk u * aaawwwww... i really need this.. *o5*

1, 2, 3, 4, 5.....

oh my.. this is it.. i think im inlove again.. he's perfect.. he's everything that i wished for.. he makes my heart beat faster.. my bl0od rise higher.. it gives me chills when i think of him.. im the happiest person in the whole world even for a short while when he messages me.. i wont mention a name, school or where i met him 'cause i might get jinx.. and i am certain that i dont want that to happen.. i hope its for me.. there are some signs.. but i need more signs..! oh no.. im falling... *give me five!*

single sux..

i need a boyfriend!!!!! being single ca be fun.. but its getting lame-o already.. last friday was our batch night.. i really didnt meet anyone.. and i was kinda sad that time but i didnt show it thou.. most of my batchmates have.. guys..? i mean they're so sweet!!! holding hands with each other and havin' those sweet and nice conversation with each other, giggling.. havin' the moment of your life, when everything just seems to stop when your with him.. waking up each morning with a smile on your face, checking your phone for his messages even if you still have a morning glory on your eyes.. and all those "kilig moments". when you exchange your globe simcard for suncellular just to contact him 24/7, you talk on your cellphone everynight 'til the break of dawn.. your inbox is full of his messages.. going out with him almost every week 'coz you cant stand a day without hearing from him or seeing him. and all other foolish things that love can do to you.. I miss this feeling so much.. damn.. i wish i'll meet someone this summer.. its not too much to ask for, right God? i hope so....

f0oLish hEarT

it came to me last night that i was not over him.. i hate myself.. i know i did a lot of horrible things that a gf would do but.. hey.. he did too.. he did hurt me.. its like.. im guilty.. again..? i was telling myself that if it wasnt for this and that we would still be together.. he aint all that.. but sad to say.. i did love him.. so much.. i tried to tell myself that i'll get over him in a week or so.. but - months has passed i aint over him.. sure.. there are a lot of times that i felt happy and thinkin' im completely over him but that lasted for only a short time.. its different nga naman if you're loving someone who is more than a friend t0 you.. ang sarap ng pakiramdam.. i dont know if its him/us i miss or just the "kilig" moments.. but whatever it is.. i gotta get over it.. coz he is over it.. i want to text him but i couldnt find his number na in my phone thats because i erased it. hahaha.. so i can get over him without seeing any signs of him or his name.. unfortunately.. ang daaammii ko nkkta na about him.. rarrr.. and i wouldnt want to text him din bcoz of my pride.. and you might be wondering who is this guy im talking about.. cant tell thou.. thats why the months are in blank.. he's haunting me in my dreams and i hate it.. i just wish that someday... he'll text me just to ask how am i doing... ("FORGET: thats the New York way.. nothing must ever be too serious, nothing must drag on too long. tonight give all your heart! tomorrow foget.. and when you meet again, smile, shakehands. just go0d sports") well.. it aint too easy for a pinay like moi..