a girl with a broken smile

not into IT

2005-04-21T09:10:00.000-07:00

I was like so desperate to have someone before but now that i have more than one. i just realized that i dont like no one. haha!! i mean.. i like being single. thats hard to believe but really.. i love it.. and im used to it na. i mean im so busy i cant fit guys in my schedule na, they'l cost problems pa.. hassle diba? it will come.. i wont hurry it up.. chillax lang mhen.. siNgle is coOL..

THE

2005-04-07T07:29:00.000-07:00

what if the time comes, i need to make THE decision?

oh no...

i cant...

im so0o0o torned!!

2 x o5 = ?

2005-04-04T09:30:00.000-07:00

TWO IS BETTER THAN ONE BUT, ONE IS BETTER THAN NONE. =) by mariz & meg

ini minee mini mo.. la.. la.. la..

sekret0ng malufet!! ;p

maybe.. NOT

2005-04-01T05:08:00.000-08:00

there are more fish in the sea.. whatever that means.. yeahhh!

* gimme' five!!! *

2005-04-01T01:23:00.000-08:00

ohhh.. its 1:o0 am and its officially April.o1.o5, friday.. ohh i gotta love this day.. mmmmm.. anyways.. =) i checked my friends' account in friendster.. mmmm.. most of them arent' single anymore!! those beasts! hahaha!! =) their status is "in a relationship" hmmm.. when am i going to have that?! *grr* if i were to have HIM.. i wouldnt ask for anything more.. because its everything i ever wanted.. loving someone and being loved in return is soo0o0o priceless.. i hope we'll know about each other more.. there are just some things bothering me.. because... he's someone and i'm no one.. he's a chiq magnet.. so what are the possibilities that he might like me? i think.. NONE.. i must say that i really like him.. my heart started beating again.. i can hear it callin' out.. *ggrrr* im so "baduy".. i made this quote last night.. * ur someone, im no one help me reach you 'coz i lyk u * aaawwwww... i really need this.. *o5*

1, 2, 3, 4, 5.....

2005-03-29T22:10:00.000-08:00

oh my.. this is it.. i think im inlove again.. he's perfect.. he's everything that i wished for.. he makes my heart beat faster.. my bl0od rise higher.. it gives me chills when i think of him.. im the happiest person in the whole world even for a short while when he messages me.. i wont mention a name, school or where i met him 'cause i might get jinx.. and i am certain that i dont want that to happen.. i hope its for me.. there are some signs.. but i need more signs..! oh no.. im falling... *give me five!*

single sux..

2005-03-20T02:28:00.000-08:00

i need a boyfriend!!!!! being single ca be fun.. but its getting lame-o already.. last friday was our batch night.. i really didnt meet anyone.. and i was kinda sad that time but i didnt show it thou.. most of my batchmates have.. guys..? i mean they're so sweet!!! holding hands with each other and havin' those sweet and nice conversation with each other, giggling.. havin' the moment of your life, when everything just seems to stop when your with him.. waking up each morning with a smile on your face, checking your phone for his messages even if you still have a morning glory on your eyes.. and all those "kilig moments". when you exchange your globe simcard for suncellular just to contact him 24/7, you talk on your cellphone everynight 'til the break of dawn.. your inbox is full of his messages.. going out with him almost every week 'coz you cant stand a day without hearing from him or seeing him. and all other foolish things that love can do to you.. I miss this feeling so much.. damn.. i wish i'll meet someone this summer.. its not too much to ask for, right God? i hope so....

f0oLish hEarT

2005-03-14T02:56:00.000-08:00

it came to me last night that i was not over him.. i hate myself.. i know i did a lot of horrible things that a gf would do but.. hey.. he did too.. he did hurt me.. its like.. im guilty.. again..? i was telling myself that if it wasnt for this and that we would still be together.. he aint all that.. but sad to say.. i did love him.. so much.. i tried to tell myself that i'll get over him in a week or so.. but - months has passed i aint over him.. sure.. there are a lot of times that i felt happy and thinkin' im completely over him but that lasted for only a short time.. its different nga naman if you're loving someone who is more than a friend t0 you.. ang sarap ng pakiramdam.. i dont know if its him/us i miss or just the "kilig" moments.. but whatever it is.. i gotta get over it.. coz he is over it.. i want to text him but i couldnt find his number na in my phone thats because i erased it. hahaha.. so i can get over him without seeing any signs of him or his name.. unfortunately.. ang daaammii ko nkkta na about him.. rarrr.. and i wouldnt want to text him din bcoz of my pride.. and you might be wondering who is this guy im talking about.. cant tell thou.. thats why the months are in blank.. he's haunting me in my dreams and i hate it.. i just wish that someday... he'll text me just to ask how am i doing... ("FORGET: thats the New York way.. nothing must ever be too serious, nothing must drag on too long. tonight give all your heart! tomorrow foget.. and when you meet again, smile, shakehands. just go0d sports") well.. it aint too easy for a pinay like moi..

shopping day!

2005-02-18T19:16:00.000-08:00

haaaa.. =) goodmonring! woke up at 10am checked my phones for msgs.. Jefferson, Louie and Meg texted.. I was still so sleepy but i replied to Jeff anyways.. hahaha.. i went online and checked my friendstah, then Jeff got online. blah blah blah.. today is our family day in MCHS but i wont go.. its gonna be boring. so boring and im just gonna have a heatsroke if i go to school today.. its so damn hot!! summer is near na kasi.. but not as near as my birthday. =) today im gonna go shopping and mallhopping. GH, galleria, greenbelt, g4 and powerplant. i totally need this day! i havent shop for months! and i have to look for clothes that im gonna wear for my party. i really want to go out na but im still tamad.. do you guys know that i only go home just to eat and sleep. hahaha! im always out 'til the break of dawn with my friends. im happy with it but i aint happy with my eyebags. i really have to go to Belo to calm my eyes..oh well.. lets see if i can fit that to me VERY hectic schedule. I'll bounce na.. i still have to think what im gonna wear for today.. ciao!

15 + 3....?? dont think so!!

2005-02-12T06:27:00.000-08:00

woke up at around 11ish in the morning 'coz me, my mum, dad and sister are gonna have food tasting in Gazebo Royale for the catering on my birthday party. i really didnt wear anything fab today knowing it was only a normal day.. so just the usual. a shirt, pants and stileto's. we arrived in Gazebo Royale and its gorgeous!! cant believe im gonna have my party there! its so grand and 'bongga'. that venue is for wedding recepcions, debut celebration and other special events.. so whats so special about my birthday?! i felt like im gonna have my debut already! but im only turning fifteen, and the owner of Gazebo Royale wich is a friend of my parents toured us there. it was so nice talaga.. im gonna have my party in the Pheonix area, the second to the largest there. after the tour we sat down and tasted food from Hizon's Catering. (yuuummmm) then we started talking about what theyre gonna put in the menu for the buffet..blah..blah. then the motif wich is pomelo pink.. close to mandarin. we also tasted some cakes.. then i had a pictorial!! i didnt know and i wasnt ready! i didnt like what i was wearing! but oh well.. i gaved it a shot and damn! it was hard pala to emote when your infront of the camera and the clicking just wont stop! i mean.. its like a neo-print!! a second ka lang mag iiba ng pose or facial exp. haha!! damn the photographer was good. =) by the way, the one who photographed me was jorge, the owner of jorge photo stuff.. i mean.. he's a professional!! waahh!! stress! haha! but it was fun and cool,, there are pics nga na my eyes are chinky and my mouth is open 'coz im laughing so hard! hehehe.. anyways.. many things happend to me today but not as extra ordinary as this one so up to here nlng.. =) btw,, my birthday is on February 24. Feb 25 lng ung party.. CHILL

get tipsy!

2005-01-22T07:58:00.000-08:00

It was a great day today. me, legs, koni, chengtu and ish went to eastwood 'coz we got bored in school. we played in powerstation and we ate a lot!! *sniff* my diet is totally ruined. after that legs dropped me off in mc 'coz i have to pick up jabez, we're gonna go to dani's house and get tipsy!! me, jabez, dani and tere played b'ball with the guys =) no rules!! it was so much fun! after that we decided to get tipsy! =) we drank red horz, gin pineapple, sanmig light. and ofcorz.. it wouldnt be complete without a smoke.. it was getting dark and boring so we went to carla's house, now we really had a great time there. puro kagaguhan!! sobra.. but then mich had to go then after an hour jabez had to go, me and carla were the only one left. we watched tv and decided to drink again =) smoke and stuff.. hah.. its really nice having crazy friends around.. =P

belly is sexy

2005-01-16T01:55:00.000-08:00

Last friday was the last day of our intrams, my batch was the champion in basketball (proud to be yellow) after that i really got bored considering it was a very hot day i almost had a heat stroke! good thing there's mais con hielo =) maybe thats the only reason i'll be waking up early in the morning and go to school so i can eat as many mais con hielo as i like. as i was saying Me and Mich decided to go to Galle.. when we got there we went window shopping because we dont wanna spend money, were kuripot most of the times but when we call it shopping we're really gonna shop til we drop. Mich wanted to somke so we went to the smoking place where we used to smoke. when we got there we were surprised that Galle has a smoking lounge! it was so cool.. so after that i decided to have a navel ring again. cheeken! it didnt hurt. i was actually smiling while Gene Testa was piercing my belly. unfortunatley mich forgot to take a picture of my "navel moment" with her digi cam, but Gene Testa took a picture of me, my gorgeous navel and mich. it'l be in their album!! wuhoo.. =) not everyone who goes there and get something done gets a picture =) lucky lucky lucky.. after that we ate in auntie annes.. (yumm) we smoked again in the lounge, a guy from the piercing & tattoo gallery sat beside us since the lounge was full, t'was fun having him there he's such a cool guy. blah blah blah.. we bounced at 8ish.. mich was with me 'coz im gonna drop her off in prince david. while we were in the car, bored. we to0k a lot of snap shots of ourselves with very crazy expressions and stuffs.. hahaha!! we're hella crazy! thats about it.. fun is over. back to boredom world.

Fab day!

2005-01-10T04:17:00.000-08:00

Ang saya pala sa school! hehehe.. =) feel's like the first day of school kasi ngayon lang ako pumasok from the two week vacation.. hehe.. we have a new seating arrangment and im happy about it!! hahaha!! on my left side is Bena who is a laughing machine, on my right is alex! my partner in crime! =P though alex is not yet home from states. it was fun! ang ingay ingay ko today!! I promised to be go0d pa naman this fourth quarter.. rraarrr.. I named my two teachers a walking penguin.. am i mean or am i mean? my day sa going smoothly until someone messaged me in friendster telling me that my navel ring is FAKE and that i needed a lot of guts to get one because it hurts so bad. I didnt react much though but i replied and i just said that she made me smile and i told her that i have a navel ring before and its not fake. it was done by Gene Testa, and it didnt hurt! not even a single bite. when i think about that message it just makes me laugh. hehehe!! thanks for brightening my day who ever you are!! =D

Im a tita! (again)

2005-01-08T03:24:00.000-08:00

delivered on january 07, 2005
Originally uploaded by mariz.

reality bites.. Im a tita again! for the fourth time! My brothers wife delivered a baby yesterday, January 07, 2005. nako! pulube ako dahil sa dami ng niece na bibigyan ko ng regalo.. (*sniff* huhu *sniff*) goodbye shopping, goodbye gimmiks, hello baby niece's. im too young to be bankrupt!! haha! its a boy! (again) i want a baby girl!! so i can dress her up like a clown.. nyehehe.